Friday, April 13, 2007

Life is Chess Or Chess is Life

The rules of life are same
like those of this board game
Every play is like one whole life
You play to win, not to loose and to blame

I came as a brave fighter
And fought like never before
My knights, my Rooks, my Bishops were the Best
Made my foe to knock at the exit door

I used my kings and queens
Better always than my rival
Mine were always better then those
who begged to me for their survival

Why today the game seems so different
Why today I really want to loose my game
After over million fights I proudly won
I am happy to loose to her; and no one to blame

One day I’ll blend in this thin air
Then won’t ever come back for you or for glory
But indeed will leave my imprints, my footsteps
To tell you my modest valour story

Tuesday, April 3, 2007

Little Strawberries of life...

I am now deep under unknown waters
Its dark; its freezing
chokes a little
But i've learnt to enjoy that too
Thanks anyways

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They say "don't judge the book by its cover"
But what if you really miss is its title

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"The thing which has no solution is not a problem"!!

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Someone takes brown sugar and heroin
others just smoke and drink
I too wanted to taste one of them
"I took poems "

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Never be a suicide bomber; it hurts
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Hey God... in my next birth do gimme sum different world to live in...Really a place worth living life not just having it...

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“I am not perfect”
& tats what I Like the most in myself.
But still I’m chasing This thing
The thing which I know I wont like

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AND PRETENSES FOLLOWED
They say “Raj you look sad”
I say “I am about to lose my love”
They say “why are you so happy”
I say “I found that she was never mine”

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Bigger Bigger Brighter Sun
No wonder that you are fun
Down there in my underground
Sitting quite making no sound
(with special thanks to Jane Taylor for giving me the first poem Twinkle twinkle little star)... READ THE ABOVE ONE IN THE SAME TONE,, U'll njoy :D

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Life is not made up of what we want,
It’s what we get, the difference makes all of us what we are.

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Success is not achieved by Contended people

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Start where you are, with what U have
Make something of it, & never get satisfied

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Losers are never lovers
And lovers are never losers
I too, won in this show of life
Its just, I regret my victory

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Its often confusing, to lose your love
And to lose the person you love
“Thanks God. I lost just the 2nd one”.

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Everything happens for the good
Well, if not I don’t let it happen again

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Its boring to play games you always win

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Work out everything possible
Do ne1 admire LOSERS!!

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There is nothing like “loosing some1”
Its just a time out call
A little earlier then expected

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Really the cold humid winds were deceptive enough
Thought I got the glimpse of my lost treasure
Oh… not again, these winds just blew it away

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Always go for the book by its cover; At least you have something you wont have to regret about, ever

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Work out everything possible
Do ne1 admire LOSERS!!

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If you can take me for what I am,
I will take you for what you could ever be

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In those U turns; it seems I forgot to walk straight

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How does it feel
when you are waiting for noone
and that Noone comes,
saying "Hi Raj, how were the days without me"?
and you just see those eyes and whisper
"I found something more dark than 'em"

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Will I lose me love again
or possibly It was never mine
Will I sleep forever tonight
We know, for me the sun won't shine
My clock gonna tick the last sec today
can't I request her to be lill fast, a lill more kind

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I searched, I found, I lost
then lost again; in the dreams
I think thats why perhaps I fear to sleep

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Good Night...
A good bye to these illusions
or ahoy to the illusions to come


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I asked God once...
Give me little more brain
so that I could gain more
But Instead
He gave me a little big heart
And when I argued
He said"So that u could enjoy more in the little things u have"

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If you are my friend ...
Well you can't be a better friend than me
And If you are my enemy
You can't be a better one either

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I am the simplest person you can ever think
I am the most complex person you will ever find


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Friendship...
A very big thing indeed
As it can't be sold not given
But can only be shared

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If you are not first any where
Believe Me;
You are Nowhere

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Everyone has its own interests,may be weird
take that road
and U r on the top of this world


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Today is the last day of yrs...
removing the last few torn pages
don't even remember name of our book xactly
just checking the no: of pages we wrote together thats it
will sure write 1 again
Only with 1 thing common...Loyalty
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Don't sleep!!!
How will I dream than???

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Isn't it amazing ,
Only WE;
In a cluster of trillions of stars
can move against the general universally defined forces

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Learning from the bad
Enjoying from the good
That's life ;that's world;That's Rajrishi all about

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life is a trick, fking original; every1's life is different, every1's trick so very original

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Mystery of life is, it can be made as complex as possible without many things making any sense at all

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Fake tears for the right guy, True tears for the wrong one ... Thanks for not cherishing the later one, a bigger thanks for now showing the fore

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Sunday, April 1, 2007

My matchless Nox


My spirit is like that moon
the one there in my sky tonight
It grows rich; its halo shines more bountiful
when it feels, some one is nigh
Indeed when finds nothing
it goes to the dark phase again… unsounded

My moon has those patches now
those holes where the brightness fades
Is it an idlest thought of my mind?
or is it really getting dull, going worse, ready to perish

It was not that faint that day
was really a shiny perfect pearl
I could see it right from my world
shining like the sun in that black eyed girl

Why are there clouds around?
does its beauty now needs any praise
Why is it an outrageous flaunt
is it now needed to prove its grace?

I just saw my moon today
was shining right up there again
Indeed lill feebler than before
i was flurried; seems its not for me any more

Even now mine is a beautiful world
though my world has no moons to show
You could see it in my eyes
its as bright as that pearl
As glowing as on the first day
Ages behind; miles apart; years agone

Sunday, March 25, 2007

Untitled thoughts

I thank you alot
Thank u for all smiles
Though i never saw 'em on your lips
But indeed in your eyes

Ya,They were true
Truth that can't be felt
They were like those beautiful bergs
Bergs ready to melt

They were green
as fresh as a maple leaf
They were pure
like the tear from a baby's cry

There were dreams in them
dreams with a bright shine
They had a picture,
I know, i remember the picture of mine

They had the warmth
like the one in a sunny winter breeze
They had me...
Some where down the crease


I felt something
So I came and saw you crying
I thought ,they are for me
But... sigh
they were not and i am lone again

Again...Today i'm thanking you
thanks for making me cry
Atleast I got another taste in life
No probs at all will give it a valiant try...

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

There Goes the Last Air


" How to define myself
well...
as a book never read
Or a phrase never said"


I had people whom i loved
and people who loved me
I had stories to tell you
and listen a lot from thee

I had seen the world
the world with the eye of a kid
Yet to decide the way
the way,hoping to be beautiful... indeed

The world gave me everything
Its each taste was prim which ever I tried
Now,its time to repay 'em all
In a fair way, before i bid goodbye

I'm breathing the last few breath
donno which will be the end
But you made it really worth
To cherish a few,within this bend

Please come and hold my hand
Sorry...Its the last time of me
Please hold if I'm still breathing
Or the last phrase will be left Incomplete

Friday, March 16, 2007

The First Life

I've no memories to share ,no histories to tell
But yes a whole bunch of fresh dreams ready to be served
waiting to be cherished..........

The eyes are glittering
I hope not by the tears any more
I am smiling
I guess no pain is hidden behind any more
The wind is calm
Waiting for sumone to touch
Will you be with me
With me in those moments i miss u so much

Lets live life Not Dream it

Twas not a day which jus went away
Twas was not the same in any sense
Not the cotton clouds, not even the silent sky
were looking the same...sayin good bye

The light was more flashing
The sun was more warm
Not as Dim as wispy as it was
hallucinating as a big chuck of fireball

The breeze had the passion
the passion never before
Seems as if calling frm the fields
Calling in the lap of thy glory

Is it the same old story
The story told from ages to all
Or it was a new rise
A upthrust after a deep fall

Yes..I am a grown up now
To fight in this greedy world
Not to perish in their clutches
But to prove them my hold

My triumph....truth & purity...

For those who can make out a lot from the things i wrote...
For those who believe in remnants
But more for those who believe in rebirth...

Depths n Heights have no limits...n if u've seen, then U Haven't Started Yet